Spring

A bunch of red roses as a walking stick

- somehow an act of spring fever and resurrection -

confident that he will someday find something more solid than a vase,

perhaps, hopefully, a pot and some fresh water

to place his guider,

watch it spring,

grow strong roots,

look healthy,

last longer.

(he said)

Why do strangers come

We built a little house by the sea

where you' ve always wanted a home, but you see

these games always got some rules

What we have lived

were the tobacco of a cigarette death breathed

along with our dreams

(let me go - no, I wont you said)

And I believed that we would be immortal

now we wont even speak our hearts out

I doubt I have a heart

And then a stranger came

oh, why do strangers come?

And he blew, and he blew, and he blew and he made our house by the sea fall

(what went wrong? - i dont know you said)

And I believed that we would be immortal

now we wont even speak our hearts out

I doubt I have a heart.

(he said)

The hill (when the green was still there)

I've always been brave hearted

or at least that's what I used to think.

A bad paradigm for everyone

a good start for anyone.

And right beneath the silence

listening to how my lungs breathe

somewhere among the fields of gold

despite my black, black heart

and my "Best wasn't good enough" mood

I can still feel it dancing

to the melody of a music box

-once known as glory box-

to the rhythm of autumn leaves falling

- it's an early autumn for me.

I'm not a jealous guy -this I know-

but I wish I'm not just dreaming

and if I am, I wish it won't crush me.

I will be back on the track some day

running

against the storm, against all odds

until I'm brought down again.

Love will show. Love WILL show.

(he said)

Hide & Seek

Come here.

Drink me, drink with me, sip to sip

taste how fresh my soul is when it comes to you.

Dance me, dance with me, step to step

sense how confident my feet are when they face yours.

Come here.

Undress me, undress with me, cloth to cloth

see how pure my body is when it's next to yours.

Fly me, fly with me, trip to trip

feel how free my hands are when thy got you around.

Come here.

Live me, live with me

moment to moment

sip to sip

step to step

cloth to cloth

trip to trip...

...wherever you are, whoever you are.

(he said)

Digestion

And you're coming back

now, wearing

the most beautiful,

most expensive

dress you own.

Upon your well painted lips,

a so-far-back-welcome proposal.

Trying to save

your

high

school

prom

huh?

But I'm on a diet now.

After losing you way back then,

I gained some extra pounds.

and my tux won't fit me.

(he said)

The time you spend with your hair

You got the grace to ruin, to burn, to destroy

I gave you a man and you turned him into a boy

and while forced to fake I'm giving in

to every stupid thing that you may think.

"Roll over, play dead"

If not yet..

(he said)

Spring

A bunch of red roses as a walking stick

- somehow an act of spring fever and resurrection -

confident that I will someday find something more solid than a vase,

perhaps hopefully a pot and some fresh water

to place my guider,

watch it spring,

grow strong roots,

look healthy,

last longer.

(he said)

Let me fall

Let me fall.
We're gonna save so much time
if you just say goodbye.
Come on just say it.

Let me not be brave.
After all that's what I'm best at.
I'll just look up the sun
and let it blind me.

Let me breathe.
Lungs are filling up
with the salt of a sea
of a life come undone.

Let me climb,
at least just let me try.
- I know I'll fall again.
I was never meant to make it after all.

So, let me fall.
We're gonna save so much time
if you just say goodbye.
Come on just say it.

(he said)

Introduction

You used to be so jocular. What's with the teary eyes?
I see fear in them now. It's dense.
It's over.
For your cold comfort Hughes said it first.
'Killers from the egg; the malevolent aged grin.'
And we went down the lake to catch some fish; and we fished the whole pond.

(he said)